I don’t think any of my friends understand the feelings I have for this guy. I don’t even think he understands the feelings I have for him. It’s hard and scary to say I’m in love with him. But I am. I’m in love. I didn’t ask for it, I didn’t see it coming. This guy was my best friend. I’ve known him as my best friend, and nothing else. I can talk to him, rely on him. hang out with him, be honest with him, be myself around him. We joke around a lot, we tell each other our secrets, we don’t even hide secrets from each other. He’s my best friend, and I fell in love. I honestly don’t know how, and I don’t remember when I realized it. But he showed me something different,he revealed the qualities of the kind of man I wanted to fall in love with. It came as a surprise, a beautiful surprise. And I know, for someone people, it seems weird. Lol. And the truth is, I think it’s weird too! LOL! We call each other brother and sister, and act like family. But there’s something about him, that made me fall in love. I do my best to hide those feelings, to keep it under control, because we’re just friends Which is fine. Because I have him as a best friend. And his friendship means so much to me. He helps me so much. Even in times he doesn’t understand, he’s just there to listen and reassure me that things will work out. He doesn’t love me, like I love him, but the love he offers, is better than none at all… But now, it’s things are getting harder. This little poem, is exactly how I feel lately. I know he’s not in love with her, but it hit me. That the guy I love, has every opportunity, every right to find someone and love her with the kind of love that I wish he gave me. It won’t be me. It can’t be me. It’ll always be someone else. Because the fact of the matter is, we’re just friends.