i started crying. i dont even know why. 

i feel like the unappreciated friend.

so i’m not really over you. actualy, i most likely am. i just miss what you use to be. i was cleaning out my email and i found the email we sent to each other when we first started to date cause you didnt have a phone. they were so cute, so sweet, so innocent. LOL. it makes me smile, and cry. one day, i’ll find a guy just like how you use to be. someone cute, and sweet, and makes like easy and innocent. i miss it. i miss the being in love you. if i think about you now, i kinda just “ewww” just cause the way you ended things, and what it was really about to you. but the beginning of our relationship.. that’s what i miss, that’s the only reason why i would miss you. best of luck man, i hope all is well. :)

i really dont have that many friends…

and i think the friends i have now..

i think they’re tried of me…

ya, it’s one of those days. 

i dont know what to do anymore. i dont know how to cope with things. i dont know how to handle anything. i dont know how i can talk to anymore. i dont even know where to start. how did things get this bad?

What to do…

do you ever get that feeling of nothingness? like straight up - nothing. like you’re just going through the motions of everyday life and not really expecting anything? ya know, like today is nothing but today. and it’s not like you have nothing to do, cause there’s work, family, friend, school, etc… but by the end of the day.. there’s still nothing. i think i’m in my “nothing phase”. i’m just going through the motions of things and letting whatever happen… happen, ya k’now? dont really feel like doing much, like going out, partying, or even just talking. it’s just.. nothing. idk man, i dont like this nothingness, cause i feel like i’m a boring person. and i dont want to be that kind of person. but we’ll see. i hope this phase passes through and things can be exciting again. - g’nite.

Once upon a time..

there was broken hearted girl that meet you. 

I’m in love with you, but I’m not willing to do anything about it because you are my best friend, and I need it to stay that way.\

(Source: blogsecret)